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[02 Feb 2008|01:24pm] three people said they say my live journal last week and the week before i think, so i'm posting an "entry" because my live journal hasn't been forgotten (by three people) jumblelumberoon

[06 Sep 2006|09:31pm] me: I even shave my armpits for him Yonaton: oh my god, i hope he never leaves you 3 jumblelumberoon

[04 Aug 2006|09:45pm] i had a dream i was at school and trying to be good but i was wearing a necklace with mushrooms on it so the dean called me in and the principle was this nice black guy. then this little scrony guy came in the room and the principle turned into lucifer and his iris and pupil became blazing red and he was laughing at me and i tried to run out but i bumped into the door and i finally got out and told my parents what happened and then said.. well you shouldn't smoke weed. AND I DON'T EVEN SMOKE WEED. gosh... ( Some stuff ) 2 jumblelumberoon

[30 Mar 2006|11:53am] [ mood | good ] [ music | Bob Dylan- The man in me ] Hmmm where to start... well first off, I’m not at school so that’s pleasant. I’ve been in the same state of mind for quite some time now- just dreaming and keeping up with what life throws at me. I don’t really have any complaints (or maybe I just can’t think of any at the moment). Roland and I broke up, which I am guessing the greater of you who keep up with my life would already know by now because seeing as how there really isn’t any need for communication when you have my space that fills you in on everything that is anything. This break up didn’t have all that much of an effect on me for some reason- which just leads me to question why we were together for about the last week or so. I’ve just come to accept that no matter how much I try to force myself into a relationship I can’t really stay interested and I can’t be 100% committed. Just like I have learned to accept that I am not concerned with most anything that happens around me, and the people that surround me everyday, and the activities I miss out on. I’m in my own world with a few people and that’s that. No need to fill myself with pleasure that doesn’t necessarily even please me. In class we learned about Leonardo Da Vinci- I must say that man really had things going for him. I love learning about these brilliant people who had severe ADD, who went against the grain to start new movements that people would admire for the rest of whatever time is left. Da Vinci said books are completely useless because you read text to learn, but all the author did is learn for his/her own self in order to write the book. So what the hell are we sitting here reading books when we can go observe and learn for ourselves. Seriously... what nutcase would say something like that. Our modern ways of thinking is take a book read something, learn something- That’s just what we are taught to do, especially during his time when all you should know is what the church and bible tell you. Anyway, for the past I don’t know how long, I’ve looked in the mirror and been so horribly disgusted- I’m sure everyone knows what I am talking about, happens every now-and-then. Lets see what else, swim- going good, I am improving, one of the only things I am truly proud of . Okay I’m going to stop here because a family friends just came into my room and handed me 225 dollars and a beer . Life just got a lot better. Peace 5 jumblelumberoon

[18 Jan 2006|05:06pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Deltron 3030 ] The clouds were so pretty today. and here are some random ass pictures... i wish i had dilemas like this more often this is the cutest dog you'll ever see, yes, but he's missing so if you find him (most likely in the van nuys area)- there will be a reward... or something. thats tami btw, not me for those who can't tell the difference I have severe consentration problems... Life's good. I miss Roland 13 jumblelumberoon

[20 Dec 2005|10:21pm] [ music | dont wanna leave me now ] (  in a nutshell ) 8 jumblelumberoon

EY BROHA [15 Dec 2005|06:15pm] [ music | radiohead- in limbo ] MeAndTheDroogs (6:13:03 PM): is mom around you? DanMan71400 (6:13:16 PM): no MeAndTheDroogs (6:13:18 PM): k good MeAndTheDroogs (6:13:26 PM): honestly do you want to try smoking weed? DanMan71400 (6:13:32 PM): ehhhh DanMan71400 (6:13:35 PM): maybe DanMan71400 (6:13:49 PM): y? MeAndTheDroogs (6:13:51 PM): k one day i'll bring a little home and if parents aren't home then you will try it MeAndTheDroogs (6:13:56 PM): because i wanna see if you like it DanMan71400 (6:14:05 PM): ok MeAndTheDroogs (6:14:08 PM): k 5 jumblelumberoon

[04 Dec 2005|11:35am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | pot holes in my lungs ] i;m gopint to worlk in a hal;f an hpur\~ ahhahahafhhahahah 3 jumblelumberoon

[15 Sep 2005|04:57pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | coldplay ] and they say why why why. 12 jumblelumberoon

[24 Aug 2005|06:05pm] [ mood | uuhh that kind ] [ music | sublime~ santeria ] "Julia your a stupid dike, and i know you sell crack" -Daniel Damn i guess i can't hide my true identity. anywho, summer been in and out and in and out. been with tamcakes and natalie... um i like it alot. thats all. i have a bitch load of pictures that i took. i guess i'll put a few up from each day. (  a big fat ) 19 jumblelumberoon

[01 Aug 2005|11:05pm] [ mood | in that state ] [ music | belle & sebastian~that state that i'm in ] (  dumb smile ) 7 jumblelumberoon

[06 Jul 2005|06:51pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | hot hot heat~middle of nowhere ] My skateboarding goal for the end of the summer is to do an ollie. and here are pictures that tami and i took to see if we look like eahcother with our eyes closed... and i would say no... hope your having a good summer so far. bye 12 jumblelumberoon

[30 Jun 2005|08:23pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Ben, Mussa, Yosif and I are hand drumming right now acctualy ] ( Natalie, Julia and Tami ) 21 jumblelumberoon

Kelsey rules, kinda a lot. [20 Jun 2005|07:48pm] (  Kelseys creation thing  ) 19 jumblelumberoon

[14 Jun 2005|09:35pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Leanne Rhymes~ The Rose ] Okay okay, i am happy again :] 14 jumblelumberoon

ey chicita [10 Jun 2005|10:53pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Its pretty quite xept for the water dripping in the aquarium ] Metaphoricaly, my life would be a very smooth line for how it used to be not long ago, meaning that everything was nice and calm and happy, and just recently the line got really shaky and its movin' all over the place, which means it isn't so good. I feel like i am really getting myself into things that i never had before, and i can't help it, its just the direction i'm moving in. Not to mention summer is so close thats its almost depressing thinking that i have to deal with another 2 weeks of holding in with everything. Its almost like summer vacation is where everything is always good, even though things may be happening that i still do not like. i hope i am not starting to vent again... okay i think i am. haha. well so it all goes back to how i flirt alot mostly... like i fucked things up with zach, because apparently i am a whore, who would have guess. I acctualy just watched a movie on a real whore, she has sex with many people. pretty nasty. As usual i started liking him, because i do that sometimes... and it was like a crush, and i guess he wanted to bring it further, and i thought about it, and my crush faded, and i wanted to be friends with him. It always seems like i want to be friends with everyone in the end, like thats my reason for everything, and its really how i feel too. so now him and mussa are like "fucking slut, i can't believe her"... hmm, first thing that came to my mind was, well this is being taken a bit far, especially because mussa only thinks i am a slut because of his unfortunate experience with his former girl friend. Note for some people: One relationship does not mean every relationship will always be like that. Rosie and Dan, i know how you feel now, and i am seriously sorry... i do those type of things without really noticing, sometimes i get too hyper and stuff, and i act all crazy and flirty when i realy shouldn't, i really love you guys though, and i hope we can be good friends for a really long time. I am playing with a braclette. On mondays i come to school alot happier because i see Tami during the weekend, i am happy about that. Fridays is when i am most unhappy now that i htink about it. I am negative and bitter. I really think Taoism is interesting, if i wasn't so anal and complicated, maybe i could be a Taoist... hmm not really. In French class, Mrs. Burri put me in the back of the room, and pretty much forgot about me. I think that i am treated differently from the other students because she doesn't like me. TWO MORE WEEKS THOUGH. Mrs Irrilean... yeah i hate her so bad, no words can explain it. That teacher is ridiculous, and does not speak english. I think my dad is going to come in this room and tell me to get off the computer. ugh fuck. Whatever, i have nothing else to say. adios 21 jumblelumberoon

[28 May 2005|04:58pm] [ mood | i have been home too long ] [ music | belle and sebastian~The stars of track and feild ] i am so sick of looking at pretty people with perfect bodies and amazing styles... its so depressing sometimes. 8 jumblelumberoon

At Tamis house, the end of a good weekend [22 May 2005|06:46pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | LeeAnn Womack~ I hope you dance... but the song just changed ] Yesterday i went to Joe's house, and after everyone had there insane masturbation session, i sat down in his room and it smelled like weed, and we were listening to bob marley and i was reading this really good book, i was so content. 3 jumblelumberoon

[08 May 2005|12:50pm] [ mood | hot cheetos ] [ music | belle ans sebastian~fuck this shit ] ( its a quiz! )

same shit different days [06 May 2005|06:28pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | belle and sebastian~i am a cuckoo ] All the days in the week are the same. Same method of waking up, same cheerio's in the morning, same time the buss picks us up, same classes, same people, same dissapointment when i look at the board to see how much we are swimming, same everything. So lately i came to realize that the whole week just feels like a day, despite the timing and all... but yeah, hello next 3 years of highschool. 10 jumblelumberoon

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